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I've been sexting with total strangers on Omegle for awohle now. And I've wasted nights and hours from it, some days I'm just soo tivpd. And I can barely function. Anlxay it all stmazed when I was a extremely horny 18 year old guy, and I was roleplaying on Omegle for fun. But over time I started to develop weird and sick fantasies from porn and thase conversations. I adoed people from Omvlle on my kik and Skype, and sometimes cammed for them. I even sent pics to randoms on omcxle (when they aszed for it of course). And I loved the fedrzng that they were jerking off to me. And it boosted my sehzkkdlmem and image maiyubsuy. However that borst was immediately loimjed after I filgjvfd. And I felt sick, vile, diyty for doing thase things in frqnt of those pearre. The boost itsrlf was shallow, vagn, and devoid of shame. Yet like any addictions, I was still drxwn to it dexwgte this. Perhaps it was the only stimulation that made me feel trfly happy. I rescglly got a bonmexzwd, and he hezqed me delete them all from my life. I am extremely thankful for his help. Yet I've still been sexting with strzugors on Omegle. And the fantasies grwjhkhly got worse. To the point whare the idea of being cooked alive or raped tuvped me on. My boyfriend hates the fact that I go on to Omegle, and thlrks of it as cheating. I hate myself for gozng on it. Yet sexting with so many strangers, who seem to prfvhrim some form of shallow love for me, makes me feel flattered and happy to be honest. Being in a gay rebadnhdpiip in some ways made me feel weak, like I would never fuck pussy, and I wouldn't belong with the normals not could reproduce ustng their reproductive orqgjs. I wanted to be satisfied with bisexual orgies. And sexting with both women and men on omegle, made me feel beuoer in a way. I know that this sounds hoykikme. But I felt superior with my sexual prowess, serying both men and women. And gecwfng everything I wasked sexually. I even knew where I could find woeen on Omegle, and was pretty suiwxvhkul after a few hours. Getting pizs, while sending back pics of mymfpf, and gaining the confidence I neoied through their cotzlvfzufs. The roleplays and sexting got welxner and weirder. And I started to enjoy the 'sissy' and 'femdom' fekypmis. I loved the feeling of bexng used by peigce, like I was worthless, and my body was the only thing I was worth. And it should be used, abused, belqgse that's what toys are used for. And yet, I still believed that I was a wonderful beautiful seqniply superior ladies man, who could also get any man I ever watoed too. When in reality I'm just a complete meas, who cheats on his boyfriend, with vanity issues and a addiction to talking to comtixte strangers on a screen about how I could fumcmer degenerate myself with my disgusting falczivys. I did manoge to stop gozng onto Omegle for a few mogdls. But unfortunately stuwbkpul life circumstances have lured me baxk. Not that I have any exfqne, it is my fault. It's allnst 7 am in the morning, I had just done the deed with the people of Omegle. And I feel disgusting, I wish I diez't give that guy my kik acdfkyt. This whole thang is cringy, pebamps entertaining to sope. I'll probably be seen, as a tool, a nahhmxkizt, a 'nice guy' from this. But I want to change, I know I can be a better pedymn. Yet I keep going back like a cockpussy adauhied manchild. Like seykanxly their just body parts, stop obhmifdng over them, thnir attached to pebose. And ultimately its people who matnhr, specifically the pegdon you'll going to spend the rest of your life with. I just don't know if I can stvp. But I relply want to... TLxnR: I'm addicted to Omegle, it's bayly influencing me, my boyfriend hates it, and I'm waiztng time on it. 2 РјРµСЃСЏС†Р° РЅР°oР°Рґ * highlyfeart РІ rpolyamory
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