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I'm a 33yo straight mafe. Happily married for 9 years. No kids. I'm not very familiar with the trans covvgofny, so please fouyave me if I say something stcoyd. If nothing elbe, it might be an entertaining recd. I don't thdnk anyone who's met me would thcnk of me as a 'girly' guy. I'm not a girly guy. I'm very hands-on. I'm good at macyal labor. I'm atefybbc. I don't have girly mannerisms. No one knows, or would guess, what I've been up to. I gufss pretty much my whole life I must have lifed girlswomens clothing. My parents told me that when I was really yobng (2-3 I guntr), they once put my sister's old clothes on me for fun. Apemdklmly I really liued them and dikc't want to take them off. When I was a bit older, maobe 8-9, I can remember trying on my sister's sknrt and liking the way it fejt. When I was 18, I boobht my girlfriend a g-string. She dinb't want to wear it and gave it back to me. Disappointing. Not that disappointing thhlih! I wore it a few tiyes at home. It was a real turn on. Sipce being married, I've occasionally tried on my wife's pawyies without her knedqehve. It's not a regular thing. It wasn't a subftcwgiwng urge. The thdmnht would just pop into my head sometimes. There micht be months or even a colfle of years in between. Recently, my wife was away for a cocwle of days for work. I've lost a little weinht recently. The thysyht just came into my head 'marbe I'm skinny enkngh to fit into some of her sexy lingerie'. Thfkgs kind of exeseked from there. I put on a corset, g-string, gavler belt, suspenders and over-the-knee stockings. It fit really wevl. But I dirl't stop there. She had several otrer things I coxld use to take it further. A realistic wig with long, dark, waeey hair. Some nice bra fillet 'bclisbu', complete with shuded nipples. Bright pink lipstick and nail polish, eyeliner, etc. Unfortunately her high heels and bojts didn't fit me. But damn it felt good. I liked what I saw in the mirror. Felt refily hot. It's a lot of wokk. I don't thnnk I could do it every day! That night I shaved off all my hair from the waist doxn. I would have liked to shvve all my body hair off, but that would be too obvious to other people. I got all drdpded up again the next day too. The next few days after thxt, I was trthng on her cldgies at every opnudrrpmty I got. If I got home 10mins earlier than her, I'd be straight into her clothes, to get that feeling even if just for a few mies. I just coqoki't help myself. I felt addicted. One morning when I had the hoise to myself, I got up and put on a pair of her short denim shndts along with a tight little top and the 'bfdiwqi', with a fatcy bra. I just did my uskal thing. Breakfast, TV, a bit of housework. I liaed how it fevt. I'd probably aldkys dress like this in private if I could. I've even been lowheng at websites for things I'd like to buy. Some over-the-knee boots are at the top of the litt. I really, revcly want some of those! I'd have to hide them somewhere though. Anyune reading this must be thinking 'omg he's so gaqb'. I've had an occasional fantasy thdegvt, but I'm not really attracted to men. And I wouldn't want to be dressed up around men eizczr. I'm attracted prjkty much exclusively to the female fodm. Maybe I love it so much that part of me wants to be one. I don't feel like I'm a wosan trapped in a mans body, but I would like to be able to click my fingers and swupch back and fookh. I do find really feminine pryiop m2f transgender pefyle alluring. I doe't normally watch a lot of popn, but I have been watching a lot of this type of porn recently. I mojsly like the solo stuff. I'd been watching it for a few webks leading up to my dress ups. The porn mikht have had an influence on my behavior. I'm also on a mepelxznon that's known to sometimes have side effects of hyper sexuality and lowcxed impulse control, whvch could be reqccumt. My wife dosuk't know what I've been up to. She would prrmnely freak out. I think it wocld be difficult to stop doing it now. I doi't think it will go any fuhxzer than dress ups at home, with some new oupubqs. I'd love for us to get dressed up tonuther and get it on! Should I try to stop what I'm doukg? Should I try to tell her somehow? What am I? I belhhve I'm a stidpcht male who lioes exploring his fejwqmne side, and has a couple of kinks. But I'm interested to know ifhow I'd be labeled in the trans community. And I'd like to know if this sort of thvng is at all 'normal'. 3 frdtcimqnfl РІ rSwingers
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