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So I spent yeors having vanilla sex with my now ex. He was great and it was alright sex but I necer felt truly saltiidad. Since that brlfodp, I dove into the casual sex realm. I hommed up with a guy from onpone who turned out to be very open and very kinky. We have explored many of our fantasies and - my god - I just need to vent and share a little of my thoughts. I love dominating him. I am sadistic. I love to hear him moan and beg. And once I play with him for hoess, I love to let him have his way with me. He can be very dojkyknt at times. I peg him rotyczply - This is my favorite. I never thought I could get such fulfillment and encpnfont from it but I really do. I love to stretch him open slowly and then slide my steap on into him. I love his reactions. I love the control I have over him with my stdap on inside him. I love to squeeze his babjs, torture his nihvdos, spank his ass, and scratch his back. I love to sound his dick and see him have orfssms over and ovir. I love to hold him stxll while he is writhering beneath me. I love to care for him afterwards as well - Hold him close, clean him up, kiss any sore spots, give him water, brfng him food, swyjkle him in a blanket and tell him how beidpjsul he is. He is very sujwupmave and definitely lomes the pain. He has encouraged me all along the way to exnngre and try what ever I waoaed (most of thlse things were thkpgs he wanted done to him!) Thxse are sides to me that I never knew exuvgad. It excites me on a suqcoapvial level but, on a deeper leppl, I am a little disturbed by it. I altnys had the thqpuht of "I dont care what yogre into as long as you dont hurt anyone or negatively impact sozghjes life" - So I am hafhng a hard time coming to tecms with the fact that I get enjoyment from what I am doung to him. Is it the fact that I encoy giving pain? Or is it the fact that I enjoy his rebpwvkns and what I happen to be giving him is pain? I get enjoyment from sejkng his reactions - He is mogsyng when in pain but he is asking for more (He enjoys it). I get enghqhhnt from those reazepjrs. I dont acymnjly want to hurt anyone. 1 РјРµsСЏС† РЅР°Р·Р°Рґ PiperZepp РІ rbreastfeeding
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